I tried to comment about the acne history question..
It does run in my family, my mom has large pores and not so great skin, she has suffered from a few cysts here and there, and zits, but nothing like mine. My half brother also has pretty bad acne...and I guess my biological dad did too, its hard to say where it came from?!
Ive basically been told by doctors that it is genentic and hormonal..and that I will prob never see relief until at least menopause.
I am also going to make my journal entries private to public for now as I want to be able to share my progress to others that I may or may not want reading my shit!!